provokativ?

"[...]
again i walk through this dream
and know exactly what i'll see.
it's happening every time
i get to this place
there's is no one
only a man without his face.

i'm looking to him,
asking myself who it is
but i can't remember
even if i try
my best to imagine
when and if we ever met in real life.

then suddenly panic catches me
a voice within my head screams:
"RUN! DON'T STAY ANY LONGER!!"
i turn around and start to run.
the man behind me
does the same.
i know that he will get me
even if i would fly.
but although i fear him so hard
i try

i spread my wings
dunno where they suddenly come from
but they appear every time
i want to escape.
the man behind me
stretches his arm
and catches my leg.
the next moment
i found myself
on the hard and cold ground

it's hard to breath
my wings are broken
it's impossible to flee
i feel my heart beating like crazy.
as i try to scream
my voice is gone
and when i look into this face
in front of me now
i suddenly remember
who this man is...
[...]"

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if someone says you have to jump;
do you obey?

etwas aus meinen gedanken;
hatte tonnenweise albträume die letzten tage und bin völlig durcheinander was Reallife und Geträumtes betrifft...

morgen beginnen dann die prüfungen und ich weiß nich wie es laufen wird...

ich gebe dennoch mein bestes, wenngleich ich versagen werde...

bwn